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[Filter: Eric]

Ooh ... Eric!

I just ... I just didn't know who to go to or who to talk to and it just seemed like I needed to talk to someone about it and I don't know ... I can't talk to Zach because he never uses his journal anymore and I miss him so much ... ooh, you wouldn't believe just how much I miss him and how much I wish that I could be with him right now and I don't know what I should do because I need to stay strong for daddy and he just won't see reason or even listen when we say he has to leave! They're telling us that those rebels might want to kill him! He doesn't deserve anything like that and we're just trying to tell them that he doesn't, but I don't know what we could do or say to convince them otherwise!

Ooh ... and daddy's been so depressed lately and he refuses to leave his people! We told him that he has to, but I don't know! It seems as if we've come too far downhill to even fix the city and we just need to get him out of here.

Through all of this, it's Rose Day, and I'm doing my best to try and make him smile, at least. To make him his favorite dessert, but ...

I just -- I feel so lost, Eric.

I'm sorry ... I know that you must be terribly busy and ... and everything, but I just ... I don't know what else I could do, anymore.